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A Sorrow for Violet 
A rhapsody of pleasure 
A carnal, yet spiritual harmony 
Two hearts merged as one 
A unison, a union, a dance 
A release of joy, a frolic of fluid 
A race to be won 
Seeking, searching 
A prize to be sought 
Here, that treasure has been found 
Merging in a flow, a penetrating handshake, an intertwining of identity 
Exultation, a miracle, a triumph of love 
Conception! Life! 
Celebration! Joy! 
A new heart now known 
Violet, my precious daughter 
A new life awaits you 
Will you embrace it? 
Or retreat into insignificance? 
An unforgiving world awaits 
Yet so does your loving family 
Yearning to know you, to touch your face 
Embrace that which has been given to you, my love 
My darling girl 
We love you, and we wish to hold you in our arms 
To celebrate your life 
For that life's essence from which you emerged 
Has given you an identity to embrace, a soul to celebrate! 
Your sister yearns to hold you, to play and to synchronize with you 
The warm love of your mother, enfolding you in devotion 
The love of your father, to hear my heartbeat... 
From your father's ecstasy conceived 
Through your mother's agony to be born 
A journey to embark upon 
You will soon see a new world of light and wonder 
Violet, embrace the life given to you 
Will you emerge and behold your destiny? 
Violet, my dear daughter 
A fatigue confounds you! 
A struggle, a weakness  
Why must this be so? 
A love unknown, out of reach 
The light diminishes before your eyes can even see 
This life given to you 
Has become a burden too great 
A timeless sleep beckons your weary body 
Why has this overcome you? 
We love you! We want you! Please do not go! 
An exit, promised by the light of your loving Creator 
"Come home, come back," He calls to you 
You gave it a good try, my love 
But it was not meant to be 
It's alright; you tried your best 
"Lord, be it your will," we prayed 
And you were taken from us 
My heart grieves for you so much 
Retire and rest, my love 
For you tried to no avail 
A heartbeat silent now, no more 
A stillness, and now a long sleep 
A life has faded, gone from existence 
Neither requiem nor funeral given for you... 
Violet, where are you? 
We've lost you and cannot find you 
We were waiting for you 
We wished for your arrival earnestly 
To love and cherish you 
Now you have gone to where we cannot follow  
To where your father cannot be there to hold you, to comfort you 
Pictures undrawn, songs unsung 
Dancing and laughter, never to be seen nor heard 
A love created, a love lost
 A life unlived 
Returning to the essence of eternity, a life no more 
That source of love and grace 
Which our minds cannot begin to fathom 
A journey you have begun before I am ready to follow 
Tears, sorrow 
Now you are no more 
With no one to remember you but two 
Your time was short, but know that you were loved 
And that for a while you brought us joy 
Violet, where have you gone? 
Your father is here, but you have departed 
I wish to follow you on your journey into the unknown 
To be with you, to hold your hand 
To assure you, "Your papa is here for you..." 
But I cannot be there with you 
Your mother needs me, and so does your sister 
I never met you, yet I miss you so much 
My soul mourns for your expiration 
A death before your first breath 
You were the daughter I never knew 
A beautiful, sinless soul 
Never to have graced this world with your presence 
This world which now lacks your being 
Never to have danced, never to have loved 
Never to have exhilarated, nor despaired 
Never to have known the exuberance of lascivious passion 
Nor the desolation of heartbreak 
Not a single friend made 
Expired too soon, a circle of life drawn too hastily  
Your soul now rests and waits 
For that moment when the finite crosses with infinity 
Violet, my lovely daughter 
Let our Heavenly Father enfold you with His loving arms 
His presence and light which dispels all darkness 
I await our ultimate uniting with a loving embrace 
As we are called to the sky above in celebration with our Lord 
I will look for you on that day 
And I will hold you in my arms and say 
"It's alright. I'm here now. You've with your papa at last." 
Violet, my dear daughter 
Thereafter I'll have an eternity to know your extravagant soul 
Please tell me of the person you could have been 
That life which you were deprived of 
That which this world was sadly bereaved of  
Never knowing your smile, your sweet voice 
In this linear, temporal existence 
Violet, my love, my darling daughter 
Sleep, my precious girl 
Sleep until that day we are together 
United with our Savior at last 
I yearn to see you, to hold you 
To touch your face 
My beloved daughter 
You were so tired and weak 
In the brief few weeks in which you lived 
Sleep peacefully until the day we meet at last 
Know that your papa loves you 
And wishes you were here with him today... 
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