Growing up, I never was good at sports. To this day, I am extremely clumsy and uncoordinated. I hated P.E. class because I would be mocked constantly for my athletic incompetence. Once even by the P.E. teacher himself. I hated it so much. Sports were taught, but sportsmanship was never taught. Actually, we rarely ever practice the motor skills necessary to play any given sport in P.E. class, unlike what I have observed at schools here in Japan. Fortunately in high school, I only had to take P.E. my first year. After that, I was free from the humiliation.
Sometime after that, Mom told me that when I was about four years old, I had a super high fever that knocked out my motor skills, and I couldn't even stack blocks without crying. I actually remember when that happened. It must have been around 1980. I wanted to stack the blocks so that they were perfectly aligned, but I was not able to do so and I kept knocking them over. I became so frustrated and cried. Later, I got an Atari VCS console (later re-named as the Atari 2600) for Christmas and that helped rebuild my hand-eye coordination. I was still useless at sports, however. I couldn't even tie my shoelaces until the 3rd grade or so.
Fast forward to 2008, when my own daughter was born. By then I had read about how potentially dangerous the MMR vaccine, and I had read that if at all possible, have the measles, mumps, and rubella vaccines separately rather than combined. Our pediatrician's nurse said that those separate shots were no longer available, and as I told her that I'd read that the MMR can cause autism, she said that their pediatrician clinic has unvaccinated children with autism. This was most likely a complete lie, as I have since learned that nurses are required to lie and that some nurses have stepped forward and raised the alarm on vaccines. Later I had seen such nurses interviewed on Infowars, those who had become whistleblowers and exposing Merck's injections permanently damaging and even murdering children right before their eyes. But I saw that stuff later. Mayu and I reluctantly allowed her to get the MMR. I had only known about the MMR being dangerous, so that is all I had concerns about. I didn't know that the hepatitis vaccine they give to babies immediately after birth is for a strain of hepatitis that is sexually transmitted. What's the point in that? Anyway, we did what was required and just prayed for our daughter Ulan when we did the MMR shot. She didn't seem to have any noticeable reactions.
Now skip ahead until 2011. Fortunately, our daughter turned out fine, but I wonder if she would be smarter than she is if we hadn't vaccinated her. She was born 14 years ago, and since then the number of required shots have proliferated more. At the time, I had only heard that the MMR was the dangerous one. But she seemed fine, no autism, seizures, etc. That year as I told my mom about the misgivings we had about the MMR, she told me that the bad fever I had that when I was four years old was a reaction to the tetanus shot. Then I remembered that she had hesitated to give me the tetanus booster before I started high school, and she said that I had a terrible reaction to the first one. Mom had been convinced by the doctor when I was little that my reaction was a complete fluke, and back in 1980 there was no world-wide web to research and think for yourself. People just blindly trusted their doctors then, and the doctors just blindly trusted what they were told by the pharmaceutical companies (as they are still clearly guilty of today). I do remember after I got the tetanus booster as an adolescent, I was delirious and had a high fever. I felt so bad. I think maybe that was when I began taking naps after school daily, but I never noticed the correlation.
Over the next few years after that, I began diving more into research on vaccines. The documentary Vaxxed only focused on the MMR, but from reading I realized that my reaction to the tetanus shot was not such a fluke after all. Eventually I learned that vaccines are all crap, including the annual flu shots I had subjected Ulan to up until she was 6 or so. I tuned into Infowars heavily starting in 2015 and learned a lot, and saw interviews with nurses who had had enough of being forced to lie to concerned parents as they had witnessed children having seizures. We live in a society that has been brainwashed by the media and Big Pharma to believe that SIDS is just babies mysteriously, spontaneously dying for no apparent reason whatsoever. "Our baby just suddenly died! We'd just taken him to the pediatrician to get his vaccines the other day and we were told he was perfectly healthy, so what could have caused him to suddenly die the next day? It's such a mystery!"
Looking back, I wish I could have spared my daughter from all shots and not have a single vaccine at all, as studies show that unvaccinated children have zero autism, hardly any allergies, higher IQs, etc. But at least since my awakening she never got the tetanus booster. When we got that paper in the mail, it went straight into the trash. I promised her that never again will she ever get another vaccine. We have received promptings for the hideous HPV vaccine in the mail for her as well, and those were also trashed. Of course, the COVID shot crap for all three of us went straight into the trash too. These vaccines are rendered unnecessary since most of these illnesses have been rendered obsolete with indoor plumbing, soap and proper hygiene education. These illnesses were well on their way down before vaccines for them were introduced. Did they ever develop a vaccine for scarlet fever? No, but it's a thing of the past now. The same goes for mumps, measels, polio, and so many others. We do not need vaccines.
Somebody posted a list of links for education on vaccines on a forum I frequent, and I'd like to share this here. If by chance anyone is about to have a baby and are reading this, please do your own research!
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